Fear itself made her daring.    ~ Ovid   As far back as I can remember I have not been a fan of large crowds.  When I was younger I tended to have a few close friends and steered away from being in large group settings.  But in high school, I went go outside my comfort zone and tried out for the cheerleading squad.  But this was somehow different.  I was in front of people that I didn’t really see.  The crowds were just a blur while I was having fun with my friends being a goofy kid! Flash forward through the years and I am seeing a pattern of avoidance.  Avoiding large group…